th fairytales

2009-11-15T02:45:00.009+08:00

2009-10-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

oh fuck. first, i completely screwed up my fav amaths. ytd was bad, even today, it was like fighting a losing battle. i guess complacency kills. i thought it'll be easy shit. i overlooked so many easy qns. and oh gosh. tht's like bloody hell a1 taken out of r5. it's amaths. AMATHS/4038. amaths of all papers.

and secondly my sim card died down on me today. of all days it died today. even though my contacts arent gone and im having a spare line for now before i get it replaced, it cant make up for my msges tht just VANISH. THOSE SAVED MSGES. many many msges of those times. all gone now. oh fuck.

ytd sucked so badly tht i dnt know why the first person i thought of, was you.

2more weeks, &i'll be myself.

2009-10-17T20:13:00.004+08:00

oh yes, something to add on tht i realised ive forgotten all about it. yesterday was more of a day to express love ;D i wasted so much of my time the night before! thanks for all the sweet presents, chocs, flower, &most imptly, the lovely letters. they were like so touching, and written in such a way tht it makes me feel remourseful, somehow. if it wasnt for this day, i guess many people will not be able comprehend one another's feelings. so yeahs, the letters were much more touching than the whole ceremony.
&it's a pity tht the initiative started, &really ended.

i guess i was expecting too much. it's stupid for me to hang on when i wasnt even given the chance to be believed. no direct clarification, &to think i wanted to hold on. it's 3yrs, minimum, and it all ended with, "it doesnt matter now". sorry for i was asking too much. i know you're reading this.

sorry tht ive failed to leave this issue alone, failed to give up totally, like i promised i would care no more.

2009-10-16T23:57:00.003+08:00

down the memory lane.

yeahs, grad day, tears brimmed over, but i didnt cry. i dnt know how i manged to control it. we had more of fun than sadness. 4e4 was a really REALLY NICE class. it made me realised many many things in life, made me believe tht thr are indeed real nice peopl on earth. if only we could have more time to know one another better. if only it wasnt for the emotional burden coming from the stress of olvls. i'll never miss the little things tht happened, the jokes in class, the co opearation, the willingness to help one another selflessly. i'll miss each and every single one of you.

as for 2e5, it has been 2yrs. i can still rmb how depressed we were, how much we couldnt bear to part 2yrs ago. we were super close with everyone, cos we were so free. ive no idea wht happened these 2yrs tht everything gets more and more distant. someone told me i was "acting cool"-.- i dnt know why i lack initiative and stuff. it seemed to me tht everyone of us has changed, making it so hard for me to approach. but after today, i guess i was wrong. no one seemed to have really changed. it was real nice to end everything the way it did today. i thought we wouldnt have the chance anymore. we could actually still quite hang out the way we did before. i rmbed ice skating. thanks for everything today.

on second thoughts, our friendship has changed, more or less. i hope it'll last, cos in the first place, we are supposed to be close.

yes, 4yrs, the memories tht i'll never forget.

oh it's US, plus alcina(:

regardless wht, it will always bethe clique i'll never forget.

&yes, im saying this, i do treasure our f/s.

i only rmb how close we used to be.

hahas, this is super random! j8(:

this is random too! but i'll never forget the maths lessons!(:

4e4 loves ms ong yeahs!(:

thanks to mskaur, 4e4 will always have the burning passion for LIT!(:

it's US! i'll never forget everyone here.

so much to say, thanks for all the advices gurl! ;DD it has been fun with you aroung yeahs!

GOSSIP PARTNERS IN CLASS((:

&yes, i'll never forget sect too! i know you guys love my chocs!(:

ps. i think ive missed out on so many ppl to take photos with. ppl were everywhr. argh. D:

ive got so much so say to so many of them. but yeahs.

&if you know im referring to you, thanks for the wonderful memories. it seems like it's hard to believe tht everything did happen, &even though they're short, i'll always rmb them.

okay, my prelim2 sucked. it's time to be back on track.

2009-10-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

i think i must post this.
and as the grad day is approaching, im starting to feel it. i was like excited initially though. but i dnt know why everything tht happened the past 4yrs are massively flooding my mind a moment ago. imagine this day signifies the end of our sec life, end of our memories tht have been building up these 4yrs. the images of how much fun we used to have starting from an innocent sec1; the laughters, your words, ringing sonorously in my ears. omgosh.
perhaps the stress is making my senses numb.

walking in the night is cool.
to think we were once tgth.

2009-10-08T18:29:00.002+08:00

it was approaching 1mth ago. &now, it's really, really approaching. wht's more impt than olvls now.

oh yeah, ive decided to cut my fringe again, a few days ago. i guess i just needa find somthing else to do, under the manipulation of this hectic schedule. ive never felt this worn out before in my whole sec life. so many lil appointments with different teachers, so many things to complete. had continuous lessons like an unbroken stream, since morning assembly to ard evening. im feeling so exhausted. i think im functioning like a robot. okay, this make no sense.

hmms. i found out something cool the past few days. it's really really cool. not trying to play wht suspense but i dont think im gonna disclose it here. hmms. ;D

i dont have the time and effort to bother about insignificant issues now.

i think, i kinda miss him.

2009-09-29T17:23:00.003+08:00

well, im up here to express my displeasures on this space. im super confused, utterly speechless, inarticulate.

i think i screwed up prelim2 so much as well. better than prelim1 isnt wht i want. upon knowing those marks, i thought they were satisfactory. i really thought i was contented until i came to a point whereby i finally questioned my expectations. since when have my expections lowered to this extent. thus, im not anywhere near satisfied. argh. =/

i sucked so badly at physics, with all the fun and chalet the wkend just before the paper. i think i was stupidly complacent when my physics hasnt been strong in the first place. lit, the only subj with all my hope, i expected much more though.

i know prelim2 wont be affecting my life in any way. but, with tht inadequate time, im flustered. if only i started like bloody hell, last year. i dnt know since when it started, but my expectations just kinda got lower and lower each time. i dnt have tht motivation, determination, persistence, or tht thirst. yeah, absolutely none. &i know it's all about the mindset and all tht crap. rationalism's impt. so yes, olvls's really approaching.

we shldnt have ended.

2009-09-23T18:36:00.001+08:00

UGLY TRUTH. NC16. due to sexual references o.O
but i swear it was AWESOME, REALLY AWESOME. haha. super comical(:

oh yes, something impt. prelim2's over. but yet i dnt really feel anything. argh, it ended so fast. SCREWED CHEM and chi i think. PHYSICS WAS RIDICULOUS. like wtf. alvls qns and stuff? hah. but sigh, sch resumes tmr D:

on a brighter note, had fun at chalet last wkend! super fun!(: tht's why i think i screwed ytd's physics and amaths? & im constantly reminded of olvls as and when im enjoying myself outside. like wth.

i feel weird now. like im gradually choosing another path. something changed me.

oh, i viewed bck my old blog(yes it exists) i think it's laughable. but those memories are realllyyy cool. winks(:
i thought it was over, but no it isnt.

2009-09-12T17:41:00.005+08:00

A LAST DEDICATION.
BI had finally came and ended.
it officially marked the end of our journey in band.
this shall be the last time im writing these for band as well.

ive never felt distant from band 4mths ago ever since after syf. ive always felt part of band, tht sense of attachment for 4years. i rmbed every event, tht really made a difference in my life, learning lifeskils and how to deal with various obstacles. &finally i felt different today - we're really stepping down. it has been 4yrs, with many ups and downs, from how i entered band as a novice to finally alumni.

i'll miss the band practs, the performances, competitions, kl trip, band pieces and of course, the many fun times with my section and everyone else in band. a big thankyou to my section esp, for everything when i was the sl. it wasnt easy, but thanks for all the fun and retarded stuff tht always brightened me up in band. i love section outings!(: thankyou seniors too, for coming back for our sect, i'll miss them as well. &mrchew, he enlightens me a lot with his words these few yrs.

and yes, last of all, i swear, we sec4s were super touched by the efforts you all took in baking the cakes. they were nice actually! it was unexpected! &yeah, i'll always rmb everyone in the section, &of couse, my entire journey in band.

a big thankyou everyone!(:

PS. have not gotten the photos today!
PSS. URGH. MY PRELIM2! D:

2009-09-11T23:37:00.001+08:00

I SHALL POST.
i havent been studying much, ive no idea how im gonna take prelim2. yeah, ofc i know its importance and my priorities but yeah, no mood.

the reason im here it's due to bi tmr. super annoyed and i cant find ppl online. Zzz.

shop for the entire day ytd tht imagine my legs are aching. haha.
i shall post pictures.

i wonder how many ppl have alr taken picture of it.

okay, so much to say, tht i dnt feel like posting anymore.
GOODNIGHTS(:

2009-08-10T19:25:00.001+08:00

this blogger irritates me.

celebrated national day with my beloved section ytd!
it was awesome!
damn high and funnyyy.
the mood was, really-high.
and so cool to see all singaporeans getting together,
all so united as one!
&yes, ofc we watched the fireworks.
those real and live ones.
tht we forgot to take any pictures of them(:

okay, let the pictures paint the words ;D

THIS IS LIKE THE NICEST PHOTO OF ALL ;D

this is abstract!(:

wee(:

poor cheryl's tired!

towards our promising future!(:

looks fake eh.(:

&yes, our section's cool(:

photos are prettaye isnt it.(:

2009-07-30T22:31:00.005+08:00

BOO!

omgosh. ovls are like really nearing &im still not utilising everyday well.
yes, it's shocking to see me up here, cos i think my train of thoughts are overflowing.
tht i need to post it up somewhere. like here.

i think my prelim1 sucked so badly tht i was like, really really speechless.
it's worse than the worst i expected.
the position just seems to be greater and greater.
i swear, it was real bad.
&i think i dnt have time for any nonsense.

sorry isnt wht's unspeakable. it's a hi.
i couldnt bring myself to.
it's not tht i dont want, it seems to be very hard.
&as much as i wanted, i couldnt bring myself to.

&as time passes, ive forgotten the reason to hate you.
i think it's silly, tiring.
surprisingly, wht didnt fade off are those super long wonderful memories,
which manage to outweigh the rest.

my hp went flat and i was using my spare phone, tht old one.
those msges, mths ago, are all still intact.
they felt so real, bringing us bck to who we were.

&yay, it's band tmr.
thr's this strong sense of attachment present.
it takes on the role of de-stressing now.

on a happier note, i think the current seating arrangement is fun(:
it's good to have a good laugh all day ;D

aft doing tht graduating survey,
i really wonder wht's the most valuable thing tht i'll bring along with me from this school.

here, the battle begins.

2009-07-17T22:30:00.004+08:00

RESULTS.

it's something worse than pathetic.
&wth, im not boasting or wht crap.
it's really atrocious.
but it's not yet the end of the world(:

it's just like, demoralizing but it serves effectively as a wakeup call.

amaths was horribly done.
i thought i could anyhow scrape through without studying.
i wanted to concentrate on literature &physics2 instead but i think tht's an excuse.
i was lazy. D:
in the end my fav lit was so disappointing as well!
to think ive got like 95% for amaths the previous test!
AWWW. DD:

ok the rest of the subjs im not really interested o.O
it's only prelim ONE(:
but well, you just learn from it &continue the journey yeahs.

cheers!(:

2009-07-12T01:43:00.002+08:00

I SHALL RANDOMLY POST ;D

past two weeks were crazy.
ive never studied so much one day before exams.
&it was realllyyy a lot.

eng compo ending was abrupt.
amaths was like wth so easy but cos clash with PHYSICS &LIT, i didnt even study the formulas, tht i cant secure my only A1! DD:
physics is like, sure die.
chem i wonderfully stepped in without touching so many chapters.

hohoho. wht's prelim one.

&I FEEL MYSELF AGAIN AFTER YTD.

i dnt think im still gona study for chem and physics mcq or emaths next week.

omgosh, it's so hard to pretend like i dnt care.

2009-06-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

OH.
IT'S SCHOOOL TMR.
the past 2wks was hectic.
i only really started 2days ago,
SO MANY THINGS TO STUDY.
OMGOSH.
2more days to study for EVERYTHING for this 2yr course.
DDDD:

my room's going under a lot of changes.
wow.

oh, my mum found out in the end.
she found things tht she shldnt have seen.
oh well.

2009-06-09T22:27:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BDAY MARILYN! ;DD

3more days to go &im freeee!
HOHO.

with you,
im never lonely(:

2009-05-30T11:03:00.001+08:00

i dreamt of you last night.

2009-05-24T22:32:00.006+08:00

i didnt wana waste my time here until i see your post.
perhaps it wasnt even referring to me, but i'll just give my side.
it has been so tiring tht everything turns out to be so numb.
tht i really dnt know wht to say anymore.
ive never changed, but everything just doesnt seems to be like before.
it looks like, i dnt make a difference in your life,
tht held me back each time i wanted to initiate something.
i dnt understand the gap.

i didnt miss out any promises, any memories.
i miss the whole lot of you, every single one of you.
but i know on the surface,
i cant.

something true tht may seems fake.
just cos i doesnt show anything through actions,
doesnt mean i dnt feel anything.

if it wasnt about me,
just take it tht, ive crapped.

2009-05-23T00:41:00.008+08:00

AWESOME DAY ;DD

i shall post then(:

had 2hrs of god knows wht this morning.

sports' carnival is pathetic.

but we had fun!(:

had fun bonding, cheering &stuff!

&i shall get hold of the photos real soon! ;D

went hunting with beloved xingan.

HAHAs. super retarded &tired but worthwhile(:

super satisfied with classteee(:

wht a lovely 4e4 ;DDDD

reached home from twinnie's hse not long ago(((:

met up with her at amk.

&oh gosh. im so so addicted to boys over flowers!

like wtf, they're damn perfect.

omgomgomg. a new addicition!

watched for 4hrs straight!

supper-ed at her hse &i was sent to doorstep!

THANKS DARLING ;DD

PHOTOS!

going band now seems to be so weird.

as if we're so extra &all.

and studies alone is killing me.

im sorry tht im not yet settled down.

but you just wouldnt leave me alone.

2009-05-19T21:01:00.002+08:00

wow. 5th cosecutive shopping day!
&i think it's time to return bck to studies!
i wonder how's band.
&im damn freaking pissed with stuff.
oks, im done(:

you're my sunshine;

2009-05-17T00:47:00.006+08:00

im back!
&but ive decided not to post(:

you, fcking bastard, i miss you.

till the day tht i feel completely, nothing.

contagious fogs

2009-04-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

cos at the end of the day, im still me.

thanks for all the valuable advices.
you guys really helped me a lot. ;DD

BLAHs.
i think this is so waste time.
i think com is so successful as a distraction.
ive got tonnes of hw waiting for me.
im trying to settle down.
im really trying.

those familiar exchanged glances seemed so distant.
&i cant find the reason to my obnoxious ignorance.
the hardest word to say seems to be a hi.
as if we've been complete strangers all this while.

my muscles are aching like wtf.

yes im acting, im acting as if i dnt care.

2009-04-23T23:20:00.003+08:00

2.4 sucked real bad! D:
i swear it was like 2min for first 2rounds!
i wasnt sprinting.
until my stupid lungs were contracting &stuff.
this symptom's weird, oh gosh.
my lousy stamina! D:
i want a retest! ;DD

im loving physics, ss, lit, chem, amaths.
&im serious!
i need to know my priorities.
everything's like in a huge huge mess.
tht i dnt know whr to start.
ROAR. ROAR. ROAR.

A VERY SPECIAL DEDICATION.
i guess this needs to be settled.
i was mad, real mad, when i first decided to find your wonderful blog, a long way back.
i wnt deny im mean, only to you all this while.
it wasnt meant to be fake,
i just thought it could be salvaged.
we just seem to clash in char?
&to know tht you surpressed everything, isnt it faker?
miraculously, i think at least now im real.
if i really want this almost 4yrs f/s to sour,
i wnt be posting in this calm manner.
oks, ive said my piece.

ive so many so many to post.
but, oh wells.

i just dnt mean it the way my gestures show.
you bothers me so much.

2009-04-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

ive got so many things to say.
tht blogging doesnt help anymore.
so yeahs, ive learnt really a lot the past few days(:
&yes, im gona post a proper one sooon! ;D

&a hrtfelt dedication for beloved ♥zhuoziyi.
thanks for being such a wonderful friend.
you made me come to my senses, everything.
i wouldnt have survived those ordeals without you ;DD

ohs. i went home before sch ends.
ive had terrible terrible stomach cramps?
&no nothing to do with tht period.
it's still aching like fuck. D:

AMATHS &LITERATURE.
yes, im so unprepared! (:

so many things to settle.
im so drained out.

baby, i miss tht smile on you. D:

2009-04-04T02:07:00.000+08:00

the familiar tunes still singing in my head.
&right here, the journey ends.

i stepped out of the syf hall, feeling super super super relieved.
it's finally over.
it was less tensed and
thr was much warmth in the hall this time.
i still rmb very clearly,
we were laughing &playing/relaxing before stepping in,
i walked in with a smile,
&i know tht, i stepped out knowing ive given my best.

last 2days were super stressed, i swear.
tht duet/solo part.
tgt with so so many hw!
im really relieved, it delievered(:
it really owes it to everyone,
for all the beliefs and confidence.
;DDDDDDDDDD

&i was super surprised shawn thanked me after tht?
it was so much of an encouragement.
&mrchew.
without his firmness, we wouldnt have the confidence.
his words &expressions meant a lot.
they bring me to even more relief.

music's subjective.
results doesnt matter.
we know we've done our best.
we know we had fun altgt.
it's the enjoyment at the end.
thr may be regrets,
but nth's perfect.

whtever others might think,
it's something only our band understands.

i realised, ive finally stepped down.
it's so of a mixed feeling.
i wana concentrate on studies,
yet i will no longer have the distraction, the fun.
no more music in band.
but more and more stress on olvls.

thr's no band tmr. this is weird.
it's alr 2.27am, im still awake.

oh. yes, my appearance was sort of emotionless.
but tht doesnt mean you can judge my feelings simply based on tht.
it's just so sudden tht im controlling all tht emotions.

&yes, finally,
i think i'll no regrets.
i gained a lot from band.
i love zwinds,
every part of it.

2009-03-31T21:59:00.007+08:00

THIRTY-FIRST OF MARCH.
THANKYOU

SORRY IM NEGLECTING.
tht many thought it died.
omgomgomg
im actually posting again!
&very soon im closing down this blog.

thanks for ALL the birthday wishes guys!
&also the many lovely letters &presents! ;DDDD
HOHOHO.
thanks for all the time spent despite your hectic schedule!
some came so unexpected &im like super touched!
the letters were so sweeeeet(:
the presents are so perfect!((:
thanks section for the cake &present(:
a big thankyou to 4e4 too, the happybday song ;DDD

&not from the perspective of love,
it took me so long to finally realise many many things today.
i guess even a wishing face to face is too much to ask from you?
tht i think ive just wasted my first two yrs in zhonghua sec.

i used to believe 2e5 kept so much of my precious memories.
i missed the innocent days &the stupid laughters.
so many so many.
from such good friends to god-knows-wht now.
&ive just realised, things have really changed.
omg.

even though it's 2more hrs, guess wht, im still waiting.
stupid disappointment.

argh.
&MY WISH IS FOR BAND TO DO WELL ;D

okays im doneeeeeeeeee.
THANKS AGAIN.
sry tht im lazy to mention everyone in particular.
love you guys &babes♥

haha! i saw!
happybday clement!(:

HELLO!

2009-03-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

wee! i feel like posting how happy i am now?
;DDDDDDDDDD

oh. wtf. hol tht's not like hol?
stupid sec4 life.

stop thinking you're some big fuck.
cos you're just, a nobody to me now(:

omg im stepping downnnn!{:

it's all part &parcel;

2009-03-14T23:10:00.005+08:00

im finally online. &i mean, online.

ooh. continuation of photos(:

imissyou, like fuck.

to give &take(:

iloveher(:

motivation camp!

laughed a lot, gained a lot.

&the "born to win" thing is freaky.

of all things they mentioned, parents.

i thought i wnt cry cos i dnt want to.

i really didnt initially.

until i felt super, super, guilty.

some love is meant to be left unexpressed.

the moment, the atmosphere was so amazing,

tht now, im back to normal again.

how i wish the motivation lasts.

i didnt want to persevere thru the camp.

i went home aft break.

the reason's something more than just, boring.

mr tham is super, super nice.

he knew i was lying, he knew.

but yet he signned to let me go

when i was caught by security for sneaking out.

he ended off with like, "i know you too well."

&the only thing that can really make me happy,

is going out.

you cant expect me to change tht just after 3days?

if law permits, i'll kill you,

i swear.

im sorry.

a long vacation;

2009-03-09T19:30:00.006+08:00

&ifeelmyselfagain.

more photos with twinnie tmr(:

we walked passed.

none of us exchanged glances.

i looked back &caught the last glimpse of your back.

just when i turned back, you turned.

&i always wonder why ive to pretend,

pretend i didnt see you.

CHEM TEST TMR.

&idnt know wth im doing here?

GARHS.

hrtfelt confessions;

2009-02-28T19:34:00.002+08:00

deem me for who you want.
im tired of explaining.
ive got nothing more to say.
im really, sorry.

2009-02-26T17:41:00.008+08:00

i hate school. blah.

staring at the fan blades circling like my thoughts.

sometimes we can just get struck my random thoughts:

i suddenly find it so amazing at how things change.

ive no idea wht happened

tht we've become worlds apart now.

but no i no longer love you.

perhaps i never did.
or i'd rather so.

physics down.

submitted thinking i'll get full marks?

HAHA.

&only realised all my careless mistakes aft the pp.

wow.

stupid ZUOWEN,

i swear i hate chineseee!

oh. 've been some korean history-war-related m18 movie

for chi past few lessons, super niceee(:

iloveyou for always making my day. ;DD

saying it like i mean it to believe it like it's true.

2009-02-24T19:01:00.007+08:00

as swift as how you invaded.
- 'editted by yours truly((:

yes, 3rd time this mth tht i actl visited the doc?
3MCs &i swear they're real?
like do you think im so free &rich just to buy mc?
i dnt see any reason for me to fake sick.

felt damn fucking sick at 3am ytd,
tht i finally fell aslp at 630 till 7.
&i even wanted to go school.
reached srg interchange
&realised i couldnt stand it alr,
so i went home?

it was gastric flu.
i didnt had stomachache.
but had terrible headache?
i dnt have to explain,
but i guess i need to.
sorry tht i seem so unconvincing.

oks, chem spa dragged.
entered emaths cls and mr low was like,
"you left 10min for your makeup test."
like wtf?

i wana ace amaths(:

no wonder i felt so bored this 2days!
cos my beloved twinnie's having tests!
goooooodluck gurl ;DD
miss you siahs(:

PHYSICS, HCL, CHEM, LIT!
garhhs ):

motivational drive;

2009-02-20T22:07:00.004+08:00

eating in cls's funnnn!
cos im super hungry everyday. ;D

my hw has piled as much as 1entire column of a portrait A5 paper?
physics &literature are suffcating me like hell?
even english the fundamental subj seems so prominent now?
i know my time management sucks?.

&it left me so guilty &speechless today?
just as im gradually engaged outside school,
just as im trying to clear things in many aspects,
with no intended offence,
vp had to stress our cls accademically early in the morning,
&just before stepping out of school,
matt stressed on band.
if still nothing gets into me,
then im realy inhumane.

pertaining to everything,
i care.

2009-02-19T23:30:00.005+08:00

ELMO LOVESYOU((:

SO MUCH HW.
just like 1subj alone can diee!
HOHO.
ithink im in love with amathsss ;D
oh thr's pract tmr. (:

colours of life;

2009-02-17T18:00:00.011+08:00

rewinding like a sepia-tone film,

flashing like a spoilt tape recorder.

blahs. this blog seems so freaking dead.

i needa go off soooon! needa post fast!
ums. my chem got an A finally.
&oks. i dnt feel like posting anymore(:

i just know i had a lot of fun past few days?

;DDD

ohoh. the thing tht i wana do most now is to graduate from school &yell,

"disgusting fucker, i dnt have to see you anymore!"
hee(:

ididnt change,

i only hate tht cold &superficial me.

&im definitely more that wht you think.

TWINNIE(L)

love her like fuck. hees.

to loveyou forever.

ps. thanks for all the vday presents((:

appreciate them all! hees.

&the roses are still growing happily day by day? ;D

OMG. im lateeeee. ;D

th frozen time.

2009-02-13T00:01:00.009+08:00

credit to beloved twinnie.
this song makes so much sense!
hohoho.
i'll post content like tmr? ;D
back to chem(:

爱上你那是爱到不像话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上了嘴巴
多数想对自己撒谎
星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问候
也能对自己炫耀
有一句话再夜都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话
有一句话再夜都听不到
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好
时间会知道怎样去熬成动人一句话
有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好
时间它一定会把它熬成世上最动人的话

我只要你爱我一次就好

2009-02-08T02:35:00.010+08:00

haha. yes i still cant believe ive started a new blog!
&the real reason is because
i realised memories are meant to live only in my head(:

ohoh!
yups, my msges exceeded even more last mth(:
then something super funny.
dad, "aisehs, sms so much, got boyf liao huh."
me, "huh. uhs. no i dnt like anyone. -.-"
dad, "woah, even worse, dnt tell me you lesbian arh"
walau damn retarded! ;D

i shall post cny pics(((:

i really thought so.

my mum!(:

melissagoh(:

cos only i know best.

the words ringing;

2009-02-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

opps. it's a gameover. {:
&i feel, nothing. ;D

woah. i did something tht i thought i never will.
my blog's gona start afresh.
dnt really like this skin?
but im rushing for time!
tagboard's cleared too(:
im so sick of everything(:

sch had been sucky.
with 5tests last wk.
although without any test,
it will still be super stressed absorbing stuff next wk! D:

reached home past midnight ytd(:
&i couldnt wake up today!
but ive got real mc for today &ytd.
hahs(:

omg. i wana play outside everyday till i die.
but i needa study! ):

life is just a play.
everyone acts to accomodate.
everyone fakes, to survive.

HOHO.(: